the queen of starting over

How many times am I going to try and get my shit together before I actually do? At the same time I need to start taking credit for the changes I have made, so here is an impromptu highlight of the changes I’ve made and some things I still wanna work on. I am actually…

Life Update

Ok so now that I got the poemy - emotional side out, lets get down to the nitty gritty. My life is actually really fucking great right now and I want to do a quick life update/boost my own ego/kill time when I should be studying for my midterm tomorrow (honestly I've gotten A+'s on…

Shadows

I am really good at pretending. My life looks a lot more put together than it really is. Although, I am proud of myself. I am able to push through, I am able to get things done. I am no longer bound to my bed, No longer completely hopeless. But I cannot lie, The darkness…

Small things

So last time I posted I wrote my main goals for like the next 10 years. In order to make it those thing actually happen I came up with a list of things. Lists on Lists, may all well change the name to Hustler Lists. Stop drinking - I'm not going to stop going out…

Hello again

I said, this looks like a job for me So everybody just follow me 'Cause we need a little controversy 'Cause it feels so empty without me. This time its different. This time its all about making shit actually happen. My first book is coming this fall and I need to start promoting myself. What…